okay so i had to get this out there. iv always been one of those girls that looks through wedding magazines and wedding photos and say "i cant wait to get married". little did i know, it would be so hard to find a decent man.
i want the cake, the dress, the venue, the ring, the breath taking pictures, the oos the ahhs and the whole shabbang. but you cant have that without someone to share it with. it seems like the people that actually want a decent relationship with a normal man cant get it but the people who dont usually cherish it get it.
dream stealers.
sometimes i cant help but wonder if ill end up being one of those crazy cat ladies that sends a picture of themsleves in a christmas sweater that matches thier cats christmas sweater to everyone in their family as a "seasons greetings" and finds it to be normal.
everyone around me is in love and quite frankly im sick of it. im automatically the third wheel with ALL of my friends and then im suck sitting there all akwardly when they kiss good bye. i have married friends, engaged friends, and friends that you know will soon be engaged and then married.
i cannot wait till college to hopefully find the man of my dreams and live happily ever after.
No comments:
Post a Comment